EnyaBrokenDoll

This feeling of emptyness, i don't know where this comes from. All day long i'm just thinking about how my youth went, about how my lifes now, and how it probably will be soon. most of the thoughts are negative, as usual. I wish things in my youth went diffrent. I'm still struggling with some of the things that happened. I've noticed things feel kinda plain, i dont really feel much at all. I don't feel like i'm progressing at all dealing with my depression and stuff as my mind gets fuller and fuller. I've been thinking about suicide alot lately.. It's like a voice that keeps telling me thati wont, or i shouldn't get better, and

On 13-05-2015 my cat passed away, he was almost 14 years old, he meant everything to me. He had diabetes, which we couldnt get in control, he also had a sickness in his kidneys. When the vet wanted to inject him he kind of already passed away. i think this was really the best for him, although i will miss him alot.. i love you so much.  ✫09/06/2001 - 13/05/2015 †

I am so happy with my training. (hairdressing)! it's going sooo well.